oh freak... angelfire doesnt like me one bit... first the deleted my account.. n den they dun wanna lemme haf access to my new one.. so no nice music for my nv chaging blog.. hahah.. i haf no time to do it la.. im so bz wif work...
haf been tinkin loads lately.. tinkin bout work.. tinkin bout myself... juz THINKIN... i dun reallie noe wad i wan in life do i? roslan asked me the other dae if scarlet was a steppin stone for me into the hotel industry.. but thing is.. i dunno it myself... its my very first step into the real as in REAL workin world.. n i juz got a taste of it.. n i dunno if i will make hospitality my life long career path... being me the girl with little ambitions.. i reallie dunno where i wld go... funny thing is i cant see a future for myself... wad wld i be 5 yrs down? lets not tok bout 5 yrs.. wad bout 2 yrs? wld i haf left scarlet? wld i still be there happy n contented? i reallie dunno.. n i need to ponder over my choices (not tt i haf much of since im not intendin to further my studies juz as yet).. but for now... im happy where i work with wonderful pple... n im gettin the hang of things... cant absorb too much at the same time... so slowly pickin up by bits into my pea brain...
n abt myself.. tt dae when was tokkin to changli n shuwen... i realise i dun reallie do a lto in life... changli is like super active... he dance... he wakeboards.. while i juz dream of slackin everydae.. will i reallie wan a life like tt? i reallie shld go take up a dance class soon... probably after my probation period at scarlet... i will go take up modern jazz or sumthin.. hopefully no bone breakin on my part.. hahha...
read jieqi's blog earlier n was super touched by her blog... she mentioned tt her bf asked her if she wld be his rib.. how much sweeter can a guy get? jieqi.. u r one lucky ger man... haha... sweet sweet bf... but make sure u buy insecticide so tt no ants (or gers) get to near him... heehee.. if there's a guy tt wld ask me like tt... i will faint man...
sumtimes i wonder y i tink so much.. things will come when they come... although pple hardly can tell.. but i reallie do tink a lot...every quiet moment i haf to myself.. i m thinkin bout tiz thing or the other.. maybe ttz y my brain is malfunctionin at such a young age ( i wld like to tink tt im still young).. if oni i look as happy n contented as i seem... i will be really grateful... im conditioning my brain to think less... especially b4 i sleep.. so i wont haf so many or so vivid dreams at nite... pray hard for me...
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