Well n Yes I Hv been tagged!! Audrey.. im only this for you!!
~!INSTRUCTIONS:
a. The tagged victims have to come up with eight different points about his/her perfect lover.
b. Have to mention the gender of his/her perfect lover. (dis is IMPORTANT!)
c. Tag eight other victims to join this game and leave a comment in their blog.
d. If you are tagged the second time, there's no need to do this AGAIN.
e. Lastly and most importantly, HAVE FUN DOING IT.
Answers:
a. - loves me
- i love
- fillial
- tall [i classify tall as 1.78m n above]
- chinese [im not racist.. but i wan a chinese to be my other half]
- stable [which means responsible with good income =) ]
- shuai [i mean.. come on.. dun say u dun mind. i dun believe u!!]
- honest [so that he stays loyal to me =P]
b. i love shuai ges only..
c. i tink pple will kill me if i tag them.. so i save myself the trouble.. hehe.. n like i said.. i did this coz audrey tagged.. so ya.. if anyone wants to do it den go ahead la.. =)
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so much has happened.. n so much i've learnt.. life really isnt a bed of roses whichever way i see it.. how can i be so lucky yet whine everydae abt wad i dun have.. pple always dun appreciate wad they have.. n i must say im one of those who are nv contented..
wad more can i ask for? i have a family who loves me more than anything else.. i have good frenz tt i noe will not desert me for anything n treasure me soo much.. i have a job tt i enjoy n pays well.. wad more do i really need? qns tt only i can answer.. but at this moment in time, asking for anything more than wad i already have seem so selfish.. some other pple shld get a share of happiness too.. i hate to see u both in tears.. no matter how u smile.. i noe the hurt is there.. nuthin much i can do to help.. but i hope being around u makes u feel better..
the outing on saturday to celebrate tkm's birthday is really memorable.. not just for me.. but for all who turned up including shuwen.. siuyuin.. kok meng himself n elaine who joined us later.. i bet non of u have ever seen a birthday celebration endin up at ttsh a & e? well.. but we did.. sy tt stupid ger.. had low blood pressure n fainted after 2 sips of cheap vodka.. sent her to the 24hr clinic who sent her to hospital in an ambulance.. n so the story starts with the 6 excrutiationg hours outside the hospital in the carpark inside tkm's car with 2 malteses (yuckz.. i hate maltese!!)
sidetrack a bit.. i really really learn how much shuwen n tkm cares.. maybe not for me la.. but they really do care.. n im so so so so so so glad i have them as my frenz.. tkm.. im sorry for always bullying u.. i will try to be nice in future.. I PROMISE! (ttz i u dun bully me also..) i hope u both noe i really appreciated wad u all did on saturday nite..
ok.. back to the hospital thingy.. i was so worried for sy.. n i cried twice.. okok.. i noe im useless.. but it's kinda like my fault she got so ill.. i was the one who asked her out n stuff.. if i didnt ask her.. den she will be home.. n nuthing would have happened.. imagine how traumatised i was.. but all is fine now.. she's up n jumpin.. but her legs hurt from dunno wad.. so.. ya.. she overall a weakling.. not strong like me =)
a lot of things were mentioned after tt about tt somebody.. sy n elaine.. gimme some space la.. u both r nutz.. there is really nuthin.. u noe nothing as in N-O-T-H-I-N-G?? dun have to mention the issue every other statement u both make.. haha...
n sy.. i told u brandon is not cute le.. see elaine says so too.. but even so..how can u go n tell him i specifically said he is not cute!! damn throw face lor.. wad's worst.. he works in the area can.. wad if i run into him sumwhere? july is still quite long awae lor.. when i see him den i bury a hole n hide rite? anywae.. i hope u get a job u like soon.. wherever u go.. we will zhi chi ni!!
n elaine.. thank u so much for tellin me tt i actually achieved something the past one yr since i left np.. coz for me.. i felt like i just wasted time doin nuthin.. thanks to u.. i felt like i was appreciated in scarlet n havent wasted my 9 months there.. n also tt i made the rite choice to stay in italtrade instead of acceptin kenneth's offer to return to h2h coz i am more valued where i m now.. i bet u all had no ideas how ur simple words can affect me.. but ya.. im easily swayed.. haha.. but arigato!
time of the month soon so pmsing now.. i feel like shoppin soooo much.. im awaitin my pay n i hope to spend some boostin singapore's economy.. pms is bad coz i get mood swings.. todae is probably the worst.. i was ok b4 lunch.. but the moment i stepped out of the office.. my mood fell.. even sy could tell i was unusual.. im so sorry if i spoilt ur lunch ger.. just not in the mood todae.. but feel much better now after i had crab for dinner.. i feel like a pregnant woman cravin for food! m i really pregnant? who's kid?? erm.. lemme decide first.. will reveal soon.. hahha..
to all of u out there tt feel that life is nv good enuff.. tt god is nv fair.. pls think again.. u r probaby already very fortunate.. at least.. i feel tt way now.. take care everyone!
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HAPPY MOTHERS' DAY!! wishin all mummies out there a wonderful day! may ur children all be fillial.. like me!! =) im like the last good daughter on earth.. haha.. i even bought flowers for all the mummies at work.. though there were oni 3 of them.. =P
come to think of it.. this is the last long weekend we have till dunno when.. no more public holidays till national day.. ttz a really looooooong time.. sobz... so i decided to spend it wisely..
went to hk's house for a sleepover on thurs again.. headed to the ktv at safra toa payoh.. n we had this huge room to ourselves coz they were no other rooms.. n i had to embarrass myself.. ohh.. dun ask me wad happen.. i dun wan to talk abt it.. haiz.. n elaine counldnt make it coz she was tooo tired.. as we needed like 4 pple min to sing thru-out the whole nite.. we were lookin for pple to join us.. but nope.. no one came in the end.. i asked kok meng coz his the oni person i noe stayin in tp besides all the ij gers.. n jean sprained her leg n couldnt come.. but he sure nv come de la.. coz he alwiz tell us he nv sing ktv de.. buuuuuuut... he has a new doggie!! n its a maltese.. sy's kind of dog.. bleah.. not cute.. chihuahuas r the best!! niak niak niak.. he should have gotten a chihuahua like me n shuwen.. join the chihuahua club wad.. now he is in sy's league.. stupid maltese owners.. hahaha.. the sleepover was quite uneventful.. but i still had a good time.. its juz the very superb feelin of spendin time with frenz.. n sy as usual k.o. first.. haha.. n we woke up late the next mornin.. hk was suppose to reach smu at 10.. n we woke up at ten.. haha.. like a bit late rite.. but too bad lor.. wad can we do.. heee..
my sisters n brother wanted to watch poseidon at omni-max theatre yesterdae.. we couldnt book the tickets online.. called sistic n they told me to call science centre.. n when i called science centre.. they told me i couldnt book!! so we had to go down n buy tickets.. they told me they still had abt 85 tickets for both time slots of the show.. so we rushed down.. n less than a 1/2 drive later.. we arrived at the ulu pandan omni-max theatre to find the tickets sold out!! omg.. we stay like at kovan can.. not say near jurong lor.. all the way n no tickets.. n my poor brother was like super disappointed coz he really wanted to watch it there.. so no choice lor.. had to leave wad.. (i wld have loved to walk ard science ctr.. but i was so sure they wld clobber me if i said tt..) so we went to imm to walk walk.. went to our favorite store - DAISO.. i bought a basket to bring to the office to store my food n a new cushion for happie.. n she loves it!! my cutey dog.. okie.. back to the movie.. so we went to imm to book tickets for gv at the axs machine.. we finally decide to watch it at gv grand.. i like the cinema man.. but its a place u cant go if u dun drive.. no bus nor mrt.. how to go.. im not like so rich to keep takin cab lor..
BUT the show was VERY VERY VERY NICE!!
i love the movie.. 1 million times better than titanic (which sucked)!! n Josh Lucas is officially my fave male actor at the moment.. he's jus so charmin.. both in poseidon n sweet home alabama.. i love him!! in poseidon.. he is like so smart.. very very impressive.. go watch it peepz.. im now lookin forward to da vinci code..maybe its time for me to book the tickets.. anyone wants to watch it? im so dyin to watch it after readin the story book.. though i cant remember wads the story abt.. my dory fish memory jus workz this way.. nuthin i can do... hmm...
da vinci cide.. da vinci code.. da vinci code.. till then.. tc..
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1:56 PM
HAPPY MOTHERS' DAY!! wishin all mummies out there a wonderful day! may ur children all be fillial.. like me!! =) im like the last good daughter on earth.. haha.. i even bought flowers for all the mummies at work.. though there were oni 3 of them.. =P
come to think of it.. this is the last long weekend we have till dunno when.. no more public holidays till national day.. ttz a really looooooong time.. sobz... so i decided to spend it wisely..
went to hk's house for a sleepover on thurs again.. headed to the ktv at safra toa payoh.. n we had this huge room to ourselves coz they were no other rooms.. n i had to embarrass myself.. ohh.. dun ask me wad happen.. i dun wan to talk abt it.. haiz.. n elaine counldnt make it coz she was tooo tired.. as we needed like 4 pple min to sing thru-out the whole nite.. we were lookin for pple to join us.. but nope.. no one came in the end.. i asked kok meng coz his the oni person i noe stayin in tp besides all the ij gers.. n jean sprained her leg n couldnt come.. but he sure nv come de la.. coz he alwiz tell us he nv sing ktv de.. buuuuuuut... he has a new doggie!! n its a maltese.. sy's kind of dog.. bleah.. not cute.. chihuahuas r the best!! niak niak niak.. he should have gotten a chihuahua like me n shuwen.. join the chihuahua club wad.. now he is in sy's league.. stupid maltese owners.. hahaha.. the sleepover was quite uneventful.. but i still had a good time.. its juz the very superb feelin of spendin time with frenz.. n sy as usual k.o. first.. haha.. n we woke up late the next mornin.. hk was suppose to reach smu at 10.. n we woke up at ten.. haha.. like a bit late rite.. but too bad lor.. wad can we do.. heee..
my sisters n brother wanted to watch poseidon at omni-max theatre yesterdae.. we couldnt book the tickets online.. called sistic n they told me to call science centre.. n when i called science centre.. they told me i couldnt book!! so we had to go down n buy tickets.. they told me they still had abt 85 tickets for both time slots of the show.. so we rushed down.. n less than a 1/2 drive later.. we arrived at the ulu pandan omni-max theatre to find the tickets sold out!! omg.. we stay like at kovan can.. not say near jurong lor.. all the way n no tickets.. n my poor brother was like super disappointed coz he really wanted to watch it there.. so no choice lor.. had to leave wad.. (i wld have loved to walk ard science ctr.. but i was so sure they wld clobber me if i said tt..) so we went to imm to walk walk.. went to our favorite store - DAISO.. i bought a basket to bring to the office to store my food n a new cushion for happie.. n she loves it!! my cutey dog.. okie.. back to the movie.. so we went to imm to book tickets for gv at the axs machine.. we finally decide to watch it at gv grand.. i like the cinema man.. but its a place u cant go if u dun drive.. no bus nor mrt.. how to go.. im not like so rich to keep takin cab lor..
BUT the show was VERY VERY VERY NICE!!
i love the movie.. 1 million times better than titanic (which sucked)!! n Josh Lucas is officially my fave male actor at the moment.. he's jus so charmin.. both in poseidon n sweet home alabama.. i love him!! in poseidon.. he is like so smart.. very very impressive.. go watch it peepz.. im now lookin forward to da vinci code..maybe its time for me to book the tickets.. anyone wants to watch it? im so dyin to watch it after readin the story book.. though i cant remember wads the story abt.. my dory fish memory jus workz this way.. nuthin i can do... hmm...
da vinci cide.. da vinci code.. da vinci code.. till then.. tc..
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jenny subscribed to this radio station tt sends her very meaningful emails with stories.. im gonna post a couple of those i read lately n found very meaning.. this first story of genghis khan n his hawk is for all to see.. i hope u can see the truth in it n relate to it..
STORIES - Genghis Khan and His Hawk
Anger is one of the most fundamental aspects of human nature. We were all born with an inclination towards it and that's why curbing anger is such a challenge. It's like trying to suppress a part of us that seems to surface involuntarily.
But great is the need to restrain ourselves from doing things out of anger, these can have very serious consequences. Take the story of Genghis Khan and his hawk, for example.
One morning, Genghis Khan, the great king and warrior, rode out into the woods for a day's sport. On his wrist sat his favourite hawk, for in those days hawks were trained to hunt.
The day had been warm, and the king was very thirsty. His pet hawk left his wrist and flew away. It would be sure to find its way home. The king was riding slowly along, when to his joy, he saw some water trickling down over the edge of a rock. He knew that there was a spring farther up.
The king took a little silver cup from his hunting bag and held it so as to catch the slowly falling drops. It took a long time to fill the cup; and the king was so thirsty that he could hardly wait. At last it was nearly full. He put the cup to his lips, and was about to drink when suddenly, the cup was knocked from his hands.
The king looked up to see who had done this thing. It was his pet hawk.
The king picked up the cup, and again held it to catch the trickling drops. When the cup was half full, he lifted it toward his mouth. But before it had touched his lips, the hawk swooped down again, and knocked it from his hands.
Now this happened a few times. The king was so overcome by anger that when the bird swooped down again, he struck it with his sword. The hawk fell to the ground and lay dying at its master's feet.
"That is what you get for your pains," said Genghis Khan.
But when he looked for his cup, he found that it had fallen between two rocks, where he could not reach it.
"At any rate, I will have a drink from that spring," he said to himself.
With that he began to climb the steep bank to the place from which the water trickled. When he reached the pool, he noticed something lying in the pool, almost filling it. It was a huge, dead snake of the most poisonous kind.
The king stopped. He forgot his thirst.
"The hawk saved my life!" he cried, "and how did I repay him? He was my best friend, and I have killed him."
Genghis Khan learnt a sad lesson that day - and that was to never do anything in anger.
this next story talks about a phase evryone goes thru.. but i want to dedicate this story to her.. though its not written by me.. its posted on my blog by myself.. hehe.. wadever.. here goes..
Yes or No?
We're always making choices. How we will use our time, how we're going to get to our destination, what we're going to have for lunch, what colours should be used for our logo, what proposal should be dumped and which one should be taken up. Every step that we take presents us with an option of "Yes" or "No".
All these decisions, or in the case of some of us, in-decision, affects our happiness. How consciously do we make our choices? What happens when we can't make a definite "Yes" or "No" is that we become stuck in the wilderness of "Maybe" land. When we spend too much time in this place, we allow others to decide how our lives should be led. Here we have no hope for fulfillment because when things go well, we can't take the credit. And when things go awry, we blame ourselves for trusting the judgement of another.
Imagine that your partner or friend prefers to watch a particular movie and you'd really like to see another but you don't say anything. You give your partner or friend a weak "maybe", "it doesn't matter" or a reluctant "oh ok?" Later, you feel resentful and angry because this always seems to happen and you "never get to see the movie that you want to see."
Sometimes we justify this by believing that we don't assert ourselves because we are easy-going or generous. If this is the case, then why do we subsequently feel lousy and on the losing end?
Now, asserting yourself doesn't mean being demanding or unreasonable. By all means, empower yourself by expressing your feelings clearly, but be ready to negotiate or occasionally give in or come to a compromise. The important thing is simply to make your feelings known. Hiding behind a mask of indifference creates a lot of inner tension which may explode in the future.
It's very important to empower yourself to make conscious choices to create the relationships and life that you want. A lot of people feel anger and resentment toward others but what they're actually feeling is resentment towards themselves for not having the courage to go for what they really want.
Whenever you're faced with a decision, take the time to go within yourself and ask yourself what you really want. Is it true that it doesn't matter? Is it something you can take lightly? Or something you feel strongly about? When you evaluate your options consciously and express your feelings clearly, you'll feel more empowered, and as a result, move confidently toward creating the kind of relationships and life that you want.
i hoped everyone enjoyed both stories.. for me.. i found them both very meaningful.. n i hope u did too.. tartarzzzzzzz...
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it feels so good to have such good frenz tt u can just sit n tok till like there'e no tmr.. i didnt miss my sleep when im with the babez ( i was so tempted to give the drinks a miss coz my bed time is at 10pm.. but im afraid to be frenless if i dun turn up!! =( noone will drink with me if i dun drink with them when they're troubled rite..)
but i wan u all to noe tt i love u all to the bitz.. rougue was pretty nice.. n the ice cream was huge.. one diner jumped when he saw how biiiiiiiig the ice cream was.. hahah.. was really a funny sight..
anywae.. elaine.. pls dun tink too much..u r not gonna fail.. trust me.. i've got good instincts.. i guessed sy's interview results too!! everything will work out juz fine.. n sy.. muz jiayou.. like.. den muz pro-active abit la.. n i dun mind knowin a fren if u didnt push him so hard.. hahah.. hard sell sia..
i tink italtrade is gonna gimme 1600 after confirmation.. hmm.. makin my decision more dificult.. arghz..
watever.. itz bath time n bedtime.. nitez nitez.. lookin forward to saturdae!!
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im headhunted!! ya rite.. haha.. kenneth.. (if u didnt noe.. he is my ex boss from heart to heart) offered me a job.. to work in his office.. thing started when deb called him to ask if he needed temp.. den ken agreed to let deb work in the office durin her hols.. den he called me too.. he started askin if i had a job n blah blah blah.. n he actuallie noez italtrade.. the oni one who noez the company so far.. haha.. oh ya n i told him im workin n stuff la.. den he asked y i didnt join his company.. n i obviously gave funny funny excuses.. n i told him now i m drawin a comfortable pay with excellent hours.. (its true anywae..) conversation ended with him askin me to join heart to heart when i wan to leave italtrade...
3 minutes later.. i received his sms to ask me how much im paid.. n so i told him.. 1400 b4 confirmation.. 1600 ( not exactly true.. i highly suspect tt they will oni gimme 1500) after they confirm me.. five day week n 9 to 5.30pm days.. so i jokingly mentioned tt if he can match my pay den i consider joinin his company la.. n he.. he did!! he offered me 1600.. alt sats off.. 10 to 7pm days (1/2 hr more).. n chances to follow him to exhibitions in usa, europe, hk.. etc.. i was SHOCKED!! m i so capable?? i dun really tink so wad.. but its a good offer tt i shld reallie consider properly.. hmm.. office job is real borin.. if i go back to h2h.. i will probably get to run around to the counters n shops.. haiz.. but pple at italtrade r nice to me.. hoooooooooooooooow...
i need some time.. it means its time to go for some drinks ready.. hhaha.. bliss anyone?
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