heyhey.. haven been blogging for almost one month!! zamil reminded me tt day.. but i tot i juz blogged laz week.. but no.. time is slippin by so fast n b4 u noe it its gone!! life feels so sucky now.. i dun wanna work anymore.. im gettin sick of wad im doin.. even nice guests n good comments dun motivate me anymore!! i wanna go back to sch.. relive sch days.. i wan back my ij life!! my poly life!!
met up with tb28 peepz on saturday at meiling's bdae party.. everyone looks pretty much the same.. but how come so much has changed.. everyone has moved on.. guys to ns.. gers to sch n to work.. tb28 didnt seem like tt long time ago.. but in fact it reallie had been tt long considerin it is my yr 1 class in poly.. haiz.. im old!! but meiling is older now!! 21 alreadie.. gotten her key to freedom!! n her "key" came from us!! we bought her a key pendant set.. n we were the oni ones who gave her tt.. thank god.. if not she will have too many keys.. haha..
n we ate soooo much tt nite.. we ate at meiling's chalet.. ate a lot of bbq food (i didnt eat the most!!) den ate the love letters that ziyu took to eat.. n continued eatin n eatin thru out the nite.. came to scarlet n continued eatin. haha... ziyu.. got secret admirer le hor?? haha.. n i realised tt guys are reallie "zhong se qing you" when i brought ziyu, shimin, raine n yishan to the hotel.. suddenly everyone so nice to me!! not like they r not nice usuallie but juz extremely nice tt nite.. see gers mei nu oni den eyes open big big.. ask them wad happened... im not suppose to breathe a word.. its out SECRET!! i noe my frenz pretty la.. oso no need like tt.. but one thing for sure.. all of them tt came here lved to hotel to the bits.. pictures in the toilet.. in desire.. in bold.. in the lobby.. anywhere they laid their eys on.. pity we didnt have a digicam on us.. so had to rely on shimin's 6230i which apparently was the best camera around.. n she was boastin about hers being 1.3 mega pixels... =P
ok so much fun takin pics.. but i tink the next time we will get to meet will be ziyu's 21st.. well another couple of months more b4 we get to meet each other.. haiz...
anywae.. i hae all the birds in bangkok!! i am plannin to go bangkok in dec n the bird flu has to come.. why why why.. now no more bangkok for me.. but i will be goin to malaysia next weekend (hopefully) a short trip awae from singapore.. but oni haf 2 daes off.. probably oni can make it as far as jb.. but better den nuthin rite.. the 2 daes i will have to thank zamil for coz he fought so hard juz so i could get it off.. (reason being nigel doesnt wan to approve la)..
sigh sigh... life juz sucks now.. i wan to get a deskbound job.. 9 to 5 everydae... no irregular hourse so i can go for classes or sumthing.. life is juz too borin for me no as i haf NO LIFE!! wadever.. life goes on be it borin or not.. time to prepare for closin readie.. till im ever free to blog again.. tartarz
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im not dead if u all wanna noe.. haha.. juz been bz bz bz n very very very tired... off dae todae n slept till 3 in the afternoon.. miss my sleep so much.. dun haf to wake up the moment the alarm clock sets off.. how nice...
new situation at work.. aishah has decided to resign.. n she left juz like tt.. no notice wadsoever.. juz said she's not comin n nv came to work.. haiz... n like ttz not bad enuff im facin some troubles at work.. tt particular someone juz gets on my nerves... i actuallie kinda lost my cool in front of her.. wad happened to the usuallie composed me??.. oh no.. the sight of her makes me lose it.. muz give her some award for makin me throw my temper.. im hopin i dun haf to work wif her so often.. juz sumthing for her... DUN PUSH ME AROUND.. dun use ur authority on me.. tell me facts.. not wad u tink is rite.. wadever... wo jiu shi kan ta bu shuang.. dunno y.. im turnin into a menace... n dun tell me tiz tell me tt n u dun do it.. do it for everyone to see.. n not only in front of my gm.. oh pls.. not like the rest of us r invisible.. or maybe i m.. hmm.. i mite juz decide to change my diet to an all glass diet hopin to grow transparent soon..
dunno wads happenin lately.. the hotel is super super bz.. i dun tink there r much conventions goin on lately.. only in oct got ITMA wad.. now alreadie bz.. by then will be worst.. i mite drown in work.. haha... i dun quite mind tt... drown n die.. haiz.. n lately i tink we r gettin nicer guests.. they make me happy!! maybe itz juz me.. seem more friendly to guests the past week or so.. maybe im juz gettin more bonkers than i alreadie m...
one big big thing i realise abt workin life.. u see more of ur colleagues den anyone else.. i haven met frenz outside work in a long long time.. the last time bein my bdae i guess.. till now.. almost ONE MONTH!! i miss everyone.. miss the times when we juz hang ard n slack.. now tt everyone's schedule is scattered is more difficult to meet.. school n work nv haf been quite the correct combi... irregular work hrs like mine makes it worse... anywae im off tuesdae... who's free?? but i need to go for medical checkup.. n ttz if i dare approach my hr manager to ask her for a replacement medical checkup form... i seem to have lost mine.. it juz disappears.. y do things always disappear ard me.. pens at work.. things at home.. hmm.. i may haf some undiscovered talent of makin things disappear!! n i vaguely have an idea wads the next thing to disappear... come on.. give it a guess.... i hope u got it rite... answer is........................ ME!!! haha..
well well.. ttz all my overworked brains can generate for now.. n until i can remeber enuff stuff to blog.. pls take care everyone... n ASK ME OUT!!
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