first time im blogging using my new pc!! but its really hard to type with long fingernails.. i feel like my fingers are not exactly touchin the key board.. hmm.. time to snip them off..
just came back from a wedding dinner tt i very reluctantly went to.. it was at goodwood park hotel.. sounds nice rite.. but the food wasnt really good.. not the standard one would expect from there.. saw a cute waiter tt looks like a korea actor.. too bad he wasnt srving our table.. haha.. he is only cute coz his specs looks tt the one a korean actor wore.. hahhaha..
the poor waiter serving our table keep gettin teased by the aunties.. he is this young punk.. he was like tryin to split the lobster cold dish onto our plates one by one but he dropped this fried ball thingy n everyone laffed at him.. he was like so paiseh la.. n they told him to "just leave it la" n from then.. every dish he brought he didnt have to serve.. all the aunties kept teasin him can.. super funny.. till the end i wld think he got quite irritated.. hee.. just so tt u noe.. im not included in the aunties k..
the weddin dinner was really very uneventful.. no games.. nothin personal at all.. oni a short ppt presentation the bride did.. wasnt tt fantastic.. im quite sure i wld have done better.. but after i knew wad she works as.. i got a shock.. she is like a creative director can.. n her kind of ppt is like.. WOW.. hmm... the wedding couple didnt radiate the happiness tt newly weds usually do.. seems to me like they were super detached from the whole event.. from wad i knew.. the bride's mum planned everything for her.. n the only thing the bride was worried abt is not being able to pay for the dinner.. n i really could tell how interested she was durin the dinner man.. plus.. she didnt look really fantastic.. n the groom's jacket looks too big!!
personally, i will nv wan to attend a weddin like tt.. n this is really the first time i've attended one like tt.. n while i was stonin throughout the dinner (besides msging sy in between dishes).. i was imaginin my frenz gettin married.. how they will be sabooed.. how fun it will be.. n maybe i will even get to host their weddin? or at least i can be recep or sumthing rite.. n maybe if i ever get married im sure my dad's frenz will be yum-senging the whole time.. but theirs was really a quiet affair i wld say.. no fun.. no excitment.. n most imptly.. i didnt feel their joy..
well well.. if i ever ever have a chance to get married.. i do hope its not like tt.. but i guess i've enuff noisy frenz to make it a super high dinner.. i will be one of their noisy frenz too!!
so till any of my friend's first weddin.. i can continue dreamin of the perfect weddin dinner!!
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i always believed tt things happen for a reason.. but i feel so guilty when "I" am the reason. Somethings are so much outside our span of control. What i tot was good may not apparently seem so.. did i help or did i harm? Not like I can still do anything abt wad has happened.. I jus hope everyone’s ok…
sometimes I wish I will nv ever grow up.. no matter how naïve I may seem on the outside.. I cant deny myself of the fact tt I’ve grown up n I’ve learnt soooo much from so many pple.. seen so much from life..i’ve long ago learnt tt PPLE EVENTUALLY GROW UP (no matter how hard they try not to).. I always seem to think too much.. protect myself so much.. hold too many burdens.. but many a times.. how important are these things tt I think abt? sumtimes I feel like they’re so insignificant tt I shldnt even be thinking abt them.. tell me im sensitive.. observant.. wadever.. im just too affected by my emotions.. when someone starts to think too much.. these stuff becomes their burdens.. some of the thing I hold upon myself doesn’t even concern me!.. putting too much emotions n ur heart into doin things are no good.. n more often den not.. these r exactly the kind of pple tt nv succeed in life.. its not tt im looking at a great bright future ahead of me.. its just tt sometimes I think I will just grow old n mock at myself for not achieving anything at all in life.. n I eventually will have to die with tt truth..
maybe virgos are too critical of themselves to think tt they are nv doin anything rite.. maybe they are negative by nature.. maybe its just me thinking too much YET AGAIN.. wadever it is.. I just wan to stay happy like forever n ever.. tt’s all I wan in life (how ambitious rite..)
simple as that.. I dun ever think I will achieve it.. coz.. sumtimes I think too much..
(this entry is like pple seeing another me.. im not always happy as I seem.. I just want to make everyone happy.. but its kinda difficult.. I juz hope tt im not doing anyone wrong.. haiz..)
anywae.. with this post.. i wan to condemn the reckless driver who banged down Prince, my cousin's jack russell..it was a hit n run.. how cruel can u get? i hope whoever u r.. u wont get over it n feel guilty all ur life.. with this.. i shall stop writin.. in memory of Prince.. =(
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