juz so that all of u noe.. i have officially resigned... i tendered my resignation letter on 26/01/2006... will no longer be part of the scarlet hotel anymore at the end of feb.. hopefully my life will fall back in place.. thank you to everyone supportin me.. itz not easy for me as well.. as happy as i am that im leavin here.. i am sad as well.. all that i have in the past 7 1/2 months are here.. my laughters.. my frenz.. my work.. the guests.. and everything.. thinkin tt everything will be the same will only show how naive i am.. it will nv be the same.. i will nv get to come to work to see my precious team.. the people whom i see almoz everydae of the week.. nv will i have to wake up at 5am to get prepared for work.. no more sleepless nites for midnite shifts.. no more free cokes from bold n desire.. no more soya bean from najihah.. etc etc..
y is it that wad makes u the happiest, also makes u the saddest? now i truly now how it feels.. but i noe this is best for myself.. n i really have taze to thank for.. for makin my resignation smooth.. i have expected grilling sessions n exit interviews.. thank you for giving me support as a fren instead of treatin me only like ur subordinate.. n thank u everyone out there who is happy for me.. becoz now.. i feel free.. n i noe itz final.. no turning back for me...
enuff about the unhappy stuff.. im excited bout chinese new yr.. but i havent bought my new year clothes!! will go out tmr to buy it.. n for the first time in my life.. im gonna give my grandparents n parents ang baos for new yr.. reason becoz im earnin ready.. they might not get a chance to get it next yr if i go back to sch.. hahah.. so yea.. im the fillial one!! hahah...
ok.. enuff.. time to pack up and go meet my family in chinatown... go grab more stuff for new yr.. they might be le-long-ing awae coz itz already close to new yr!! i love bargains!! seeya all soon... byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee...
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finally after a long while.. i realised tt when its time to go.. u have to go.. n i've made up my mind.. too much work n sudden responsibilities pushes me off balance... my life is kinda in a mess rite now.. unhealthy mental health due to stress.. unhealthy body due to irregular hours.. uhealthy social lifestyle thanx to the 6 day irregular hour work week.. wad more can i ask for rite? these are more den enuff reasons forcing me to go.. im juz counting down the days before i give in to my stress n fall into depression.. do pick me up when i fall ya.. haiz..
life isnt a bed of roses i noe.. everyone tells me so.. but this place tt im in has so much politics.. i realy dunno who to trust.. but i noe he is doin far too much a normal person wont do.. wad good is it for u to backstab ur counterparts? wad gd is it for the family to fall apart.. ALL BECOZ OF U N U ALONE? becoming acting guest relations manager was nv part of wad i had in mind when i joined scarlet.. n its proving to be too much more den i can handle... things im expected to noe either becoz they think im a genius or they really think i can read their minds.. like i already said.. 1/2 a yr in hospitality doesnt make me a good enuff grm.. so i need alot of guidance.. which wa initially promised.. well.. haven had much of it though.. n already had been asked to keep vigilant.. hello.. m i suppose to noe if my staff r chewin gum? i didnt even see it.. N DUN MAKE ME THE BAD GUY.. IF U WAN TO SCOLD.. PLS DO SO URSELF!! y does it always have to be me when u urself have higher or shld i sae highest authority here? nobody can challenge ur position n i wont.. n dun want to!! pls go n die b4 we all kill u!!!
like the article tt said staff leave their jobz despite high pay n gd benefits becoz of their immediate superiors bein incompetent n stuff like tt.. i believe its true to a certain extent.. well well.. so everyone up there.. time to reflect.. n zamil.. i kept true to my word!!
so while i slack n apply for uni.. i will consider my job options.. anyone with jobs to recommend feel free to lemme noe ya.. im open to options.. i have 2 now.. so im still considerin.. but i kind of prefer office hours.. pls do not tell me how borin it gets.. come try the hotel line b4 u tell me tt ya..
so now that i finally made up my mind.. dun say anythin else... pls juz stand by me when i leave all i have behind to start all over again.. this i noe u all will do.. esp my family.. thank u mummy for giving me endless supports to wadever decisions i make.. n my sisters for always givin me advise n makin me laff when i feel down after a day at work.. love u all loads!!
last thing.. HAPPY BIRTHDAY FISH!!.. n thank u debbie for the x'mas gift.. n yes.. dun go watch memoirs of a geisha.. it is SUPER BORING.. take care everyone!!
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u delibrately asked qns tt date back to a trillion yrs ago n u noe juz how gd my memory is.. hopefully i get at least one of the answers rite.. hehe.. u cant blame me if i get it wrong anywae.. who doesn't noe i've got dory fish memory... hahahaha
1. how did we actually know each other back in school?
classmates la.. but i knew u probably coz i knew xinyuan n gerianne.. we werent sittin too close by rite.. n u had attitude problem back in ij.. hahah pls dun kill me!!
2. what was the first birthday present we gave you?
erm.. if i nv remember wrongly is the board that reads SHER.. n u all wrote msges for me on it.. i still have it now.. sittin outside my room.. i will still read it occassionally!
3. how many performances did we do together?
none??.. ok maybe we did.. for the adventure camp in sec 3 n the a4 camp in sec 4..
4. what do i love to shop for?
clothes? n now probably stuff to make accessories? i dunno.. we usually juz walk n buy.. n continue walkin n buyin.. hahaha
5. what are my favourite flowers?
wow.. i dunno the names of many flowers.. so i give up on this qn..
6. what used to be my favourite colour before green?
was it blue or purple? blame my brain ok.. i dun even remember wad i used to like.. hahaha
7. where did we last go out?
last month.. to ps.. where u bought loads of stuff from spotlight.. den down to cineleisure to watch perhaps love..
8. what's the middle name i had for you ages ago?
ur full name is deborah rachelle sum xiang jun.. rite??
9. how many times did we go overseas together?
well like u mentioned in ur blog.. NEVER!! hahaha
10. what's my shoe size??
a bit smaller den mine.. shld be 7.. coz we bought a similar pair of slippers long long time ago.. n i bought 8 n u bought 7... hahahah..
ok.. ttz it.. i probably scored quite badly.. lemme noe my results ya!
oh.. n anywae.. i emailed to yoshinoya abt the issue at ps.. they actuallie sent me some vchrs as apology.. haha.. not tt i have much use for it though.. i dunno where it is anywae.. heee..
ok.. this post this specially for u debz.. HAPPY NEW YEAR!! n HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY!!
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