hmm.. read audrey's blog n it felt very sad n depressin.. read deb's blog n it felt very stressed n overworked... oh no.. everyone's life is turnin upside down.. mine too.. especially after thursdae when i received my brand new roster.. im on afternoon shift again.. i dun wan to recall how many times im on it alreadie.. wad can i sae rite? well well but apparently im not the only one ttz not happy about it.. haha.. countin down the dayz till end of the yr.. ttz if i can even last tt long.. so many things happenin at work reallie makes me wonder wads wrong here... maybe i shouldnt start thinkin.. it wont stop!!
the dae i knew tt i am on afternoon shift next week.. i was super duper pissed... i complained to all my managers.. well.. letz juz see wad they do next week.. my sister, mum n aunt told me to juz resign n tt pathetic pro-rated aws isnt much.. but to me itz quite a lot.. close to 600 bucks i can go to thailand n come back with loads of shopping noe.. but with them close behind me.. i might juz do tt... but i reallie wan my money.. so shld be hangin on.. hangin.. hangin... till someone makes my string snap... dear weiping n resigned n will be leavin us soon.. while she gets out of here.. we r still stuck.. movin no where.. wad shld i do after i leave? join a travel agent maybe? do sales? join another hotel?? get a deskbound admin job? be a cabin crew? obviously i like the laz option best.. but me being me.. i think itz highly impossible becoz i do not have tt pretty face or a "wow" figure.. i will juz go find a deskbound 9-5 job.. trust me.. workin shift is no joke.. ur body clock goes all haywire..
oh yes.. n my brother's eldest brother is gettin married next yr i think... already registered.. so congratulations to them!! although i haven been invited for anything.. letz hope they have a nice weddin dinner where i can dress up nicely.. hehe.. the vain me!! talkin abt dressin up.. my hotel's dinner n dance is comin up n i dunno wad im gonna wear there.. y cant they juz have the back to sch theme? i wan to wear my ij sch uniform!! but the theme is abt stars i think? so who am i suppose to go as? i wanted to go as harry potter.. hahahah.. ,aybe i will juz find a nice dress n buy it.. but for all i noe i will be on shift for the d & d.. so dun buy so fast.. scully waste money.. see how first.. at most go in my black dress..
i wan watch movie!!! just like heaven.. sky high.. harry potter... moviez.. moviez..moviez.. i nv wanted to watch movies thisssssss much.. haiz.. if oni i had the time.. itz durin times like tt when one starts missin all that she ever has.. i wan back my sch life.. to apply uni next yr or not? shall see when the time comes...
byeeeeeeeeeee..... immmmmmmmmmmmmm sooooooooooooooo boooooooooored of lifeeeeeee..
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