finally after a long while.. i realised tt when its time to go.. u have to go.. n i've made up my mind.. too much work n sudden responsibilities pushes me off balance... my life is kinda in a mess rite now.. unhealthy mental health due to stress.. unhealthy body due to irregular hours.. uhealthy social lifestyle thanx to the 6 day irregular hour work week.. wad more can i ask for rite? these are more den enuff reasons forcing me to go.. im juz counting down the days before i give in to my stress n fall into depression.. do pick me up when i fall ya.. haiz..
life isnt a bed of roses i noe.. everyone tells me so.. but this place tt im in has so much politics.. i realy dunno who to trust.. but i noe he is doin far too much a normal person wont do.. wad good is it for u to backstab ur counterparts? wad gd is it for the family to fall apart.. ALL BECOZ OF U N U ALONE? becoming acting guest relations manager was nv part of wad i had in mind when i joined scarlet.. n its proving to be too much more den i can handle... things im expected to noe either becoz they think im a genius or they really think i can read their minds.. like i already said.. 1/2 a yr in hospitality doesnt make me a good enuff grm.. so i need alot of guidance.. which wa initially promised.. well.. haven had much of it though.. n already had been asked to keep vigilant.. hello.. m i suppose to noe if my staff r chewin gum? i didnt even see it.. N DUN MAKE ME THE BAD GUY.. IF U WAN TO SCOLD.. PLS DO SO URSELF!! y does it always have to be me when u urself have higher or shld i sae highest authority here? nobody can challenge ur position n i wont.. n dun want to!! pls go n die b4 we all kill u!!!
like the article tt said staff leave their jobz despite high pay n gd benefits becoz of their immediate superiors bein incompetent n stuff like tt.. i believe its true to a certain extent.. well well.. so everyone up there.. time to reflect.. n zamil.. i kept true to my word!!
so while i slack n apply for uni.. i will consider my job options.. anyone with jobs to recommend feel free to lemme noe ya.. im open to options.. i have 2 now.. so im still considerin.. but i kind of prefer office hours.. pls do not tell me how borin it gets.. come try the hotel line b4 u tell me tt ya..
so now that i finally made up my mind.. dun say anythin else... pls juz stand by me when i leave all i have behind to start all over again.. this i noe u all will do.. esp my family.. thank u mummy for giving me endless supports to wadever decisions i make.. n my sisters for always givin me advise n makin me laff when i feel down after a day at work.. love u all loads!!
last thing.. HAPPY BIRTHDAY FISH!!.. n thank u debbie for the x'mas gift.. n yes.. dun go watch memoirs of a geisha.. it is SUPER BORING.. take care everyone!!
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