so much has happened.. n so much i've learnt.. life really isnt a bed of roses whichever way i see it.. how can i be so lucky yet whine everydae abt wad i dun have.. pple always dun appreciate wad they have.. n i must say im one of those who are nv contented..
wad more can i ask for? i have a family who loves me more than anything else.. i have good frenz tt i noe will not desert me for anything n treasure me soo much.. i have a job tt i enjoy n pays well.. wad more do i really need? qns tt only i can answer.. but at this moment in time, asking for anything more than wad i already have seem so selfish.. some other pple shld get a share of happiness too.. i hate to see u both in tears.. no matter how u smile.. i noe the hurt is there.. nuthin much i can do to help.. but i hope being around u makes u feel better..
the outing on saturday to celebrate tkm's birthday is really memorable.. not just for me.. but for all who turned up including shuwen.. siuyuin.. kok meng himself n elaine who joined us later.. i bet non of u have ever seen a birthday celebration endin up at ttsh a & e? well.. but we did.. sy tt stupid ger.. had low blood pressure n fainted after 2 sips of cheap vodka.. sent her to the 24hr clinic who sent her to hospital in an ambulance.. n so the story starts with the 6 excrutiationg hours outside the hospital in the carpark inside tkm's car with 2 malteses (yuckz.. i hate maltese!!)
sidetrack a bit.. i really really learn how much shuwen n tkm cares.. maybe not for me la.. but they really do care.. n im so so so so so so glad i have them as my frenz.. tkm.. im sorry for always bullying u.. i will try to be nice in future.. I PROMISE! (ttz i u dun bully me also..) i hope u both noe i really appreciated wad u all did on saturday nite..
ok.. back to the hospital thingy.. i was so worried for sy.. n i cried twice.. okok.. i noe im useless.. but it's kinda like my fault she got so ill.. i was the one who asked her out n stuff.. if i didnt ask her.. den she will be home.. n nuthing would have happened.. imagine how traumatised i was.. but all is fine now.. she's up n jumpin.. but her legs hurt from dunno wad.. so.. ya.. she overall a weakling.. not strong like me =)
a lot of things were mentioned after tt about tt somebody.. sy n elaine.. gimme some space la.. u both r nutz.. there is really nuthin.. u noe nothing as in N-O-T-H-I-N-G?? dun have to mention the issue every other statement u both make.. haha...
n sy.. i told u brandon is not cute le.. see elaine says so too.. but even so..how can u go n tell him i specifically said he is not cute!! damn throw face lor.. wad's worst.. he works in the area can.. wad if i run into him sumwhere? july is still quite long awae lor.. when i see him den i bury a hole n hide rite? anywae.. i hope u get a job u like soon.. wherever u go.. we will zhi chi ni!!
n elaine.. thank u so much for tellin me tt i actually achieved something the past one yr since i left np.. coz for me.. i felt like i just wasted time doin nuthin.. thanks to u.. i felt like i was appreciated in scarlet n havent wasted my 9 months there.. n also tt i made the rite choice to stay in italtrade instead of acceptin kenneth's offer to return to h2h coz i am more valued where i m now.. i bet u all had no ideas how ur simple words can affect me.. but ya.. im easily swayed.. haha.. but arigato!
time of the month soon so pmsing now.. i feel like shoppin soooo much.. im awaitin my pay n i hope to spend some boostin singapore's economy.. pms is bad coz i get mood swings.. todae is probably the worst.. i was ok b4 lunch.. but the moment i stepped out of the office.. my mood fell.. even sy could tell i was unusual.. im so sorry if i spoilt ur lunch ger.. just not in the mood todae.. but feel much better now after i had crab for dinner.. i feel like a pregnant woman cravin for food! m i really pregnant? who's kid?? erm.. lemme decide first.. will reveal soon.. hahha..
to all of u out there tt feel that life is nv good enuff.. tt god is nv fair.. pls think again.. u r probaby already very fortunate.. at least.. i feel tt way now.. take care everyone!
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