i always believed tt things happen for a reason.. but i feel so guilty when "I" am the reason. Somethings are so much outside our span of control. What i tot was good may not apparently seem so.. did i help or did i harm? Not like I can still do anything abt wad has happened.. I jus hope everyone’s ok…
sometimes I wish I will nv ever grow up.. no matter how naïve I may seem on the outside.. I cant deny myself of the fact tt I’ve grown up n I’ve learnt soooo much from so many pple.. seen so much from life..i’ve long ago learnt tt PPLE EVENTUALLY GROW UP (no matter how hard they try not to).. I always seem to think too much.. protect myself so much.. hold too many burdens.. but many a times.. how important are these things tt I think abt? sumtimes I feel like they’re so insignificant tt I shldnt even be thinking abt them.. tell me im sensitive.. observant.. wadever.. im just too affected by my emotions.. when someone starts to think too much.. these stuff becomes their burdens.. some of the thing I hold upon myself doesn’t even concern me!.. putting too much emotions n ur heart into doin things are no good.. n more often den not.. these r exactly the kind of pple tt nv succeed in life.. its not tt im looking at a great bright future ahead of me.. its just tt sometimes I think I will just grow old n mock at myself for not achieving anything at all in life.. n I eventually will have to die with tt truth..
maybe virgos are too critical of themselves to think tt they are nv doin anything rite.. maybe they are negative by nature.. maybe its just me thinking too much YET AGAIN.. wadever it is.. I just wan to stay happy like forever n ever.. tt’s all I wan in life (how ambitious rite..)
simple as that.. I dun ever think I will achieve it.. coz.. sumtimes I think too much..
(this entry is like pple seeing another me.. im not always happy as I seem.. I just want to make everyone happy.. but its kinda difficult.. I juz hope tt im not doing anyone wrong.. haiz..)
anywae.. with this post.. i wan to condemn the reckless driver who banged down Prince, my cousin's jack russell..it was a hit n run.. how cruel can u get? i hope whoever u r.. u wont get over it n feel guilty all ur life.. with this.. i shall stop writin.. in memory of Prince.. =(
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