Monday, February 12, 2007
most of you may already know, my paternal grandma passed away last tuesdae.. after battling with the evil cancer cells that put her through so much pain, she finally said goodbye to all her suffering last week..
it has been difficult and very sad to say goodbye.. but i've been a good girl.. i've cried minimum so that ah ma can go in peace.. the whole funeral has been nuthin but a drama.. i reallie wonder wad all my grandma's children are doing.. haiz.. i only feel sorrie for my grandma to have daughters like those.. money is all they can see..
well..but like i always told my mum.. we can ignore wad they sae.. no matter how they put my family down by sayin we cheated ah ma of her money n stuff.. we noe it in our hearts that we were the pple that took care of her for the past decades.. n u noe wad? heaven has eyes to see.. so im not afraid.. the power of tongue is really dangerous.. but those tongues where rumoured rolled of, they have to be prepared to serve their kharma...
the problem of the wake has been bothering the whole family for quite some time.. n eventuallie we realised that it's just my father's sister that was behind it all.. she was being a bitch n backstabbing everyone.. she was tryin to "tiao bo" the family.. but little did she expect tt everything will come to light.. n worst thing is.. she is goin around tellin all my other cousins (her sisters' children) that my family is bad n stuff... n some pple stupidly believe her words.. oh puh-leaseeeeeeeeeee.. but.. whatever.. after last week.. i will probably not see them ever again.. even if i do.. i wont address them.. tell me im rude.. but i dun give a damn...
soooooo.. whatever it is.. it's over.. ah ma has now gone to somewhere where she is free from all pains n sufferings.. n where she doesnt have to see her unfillial children..
goodbye ah ma.. u'll forever stay in my heart n memories.. i'll never forget how you used to fan me to sleep when i had nightmares when i was young.. n how i'll put powder on ur back for u... though i hated ur naggings.. i noe im goin to miss it all now that u're not here.. please bless our family from where u are.. we'll miss u very very much..
n to finish off.. i'll like to thank everyone that send me their condelences.. esp huikie, audrey, marie, deborah, cindy, jianhua, anne, jereldine n kevin for comin to the wake.. it reallie warms me to know that all u pple care so much.. a very big hug to all of u.. reallie reallie a very big thank you =D