the unpredictability of life... things happen all the time.. n it's true that everyone lives n dies.. however.. when an accident happens.. dreams r shattered n lifes are disrupted..
alex.. i hope u get well soon.. pls be strong for ur family n all ur friends.. esp ur gf who witnessed the whole accident.. she muz be torn..
accidents happen in many different ways.. some are real tragic.. while some just throws a person off balance.. to my dearest friend.. as everyone keeps tellin u how happy u shld be.. it seems like deep down u never reallie thought u were livin in bliss.. though we noe u are probably goin thru a rough patch now.. we never reallie tot u were that unhappy..
words r easy to roll off the tongue.. i can tell u a million things that u shld be doin.. but i can nv understand how u feel because i do not stand in ur position.. all of us reallie hope that we can help u along the way.. but u must let us noe how.. at this moment.. u just need to noe that all of us are rite beside u.. or at least i am.. seeing u upset is the last thing we ever wanted..
regrets.. like i told u.. is something everyone has.. for one.. i very much regretted not goin to a uni.. although im leadin a comfortable live now.. i still think i mite be able to do better with a degree.. it's not like i cant do a degree now.. it's just that i cant commit myself to do it.. tt is probably one of my bigger regrets.. n there is obviously somethin i can do abt it.. but im lettin myself live with this regret by not actin on it.. in ur case.. i believe u can definitely work somethin out too.. unless u want to live with regrets ur whole life like me...
numerous thoughts are probably goin thru ur brain rite now.. but u have to noe for sure the answers to some qns.. do u ever regret the beginnin of everything? i hope the answer is no.. remember how u once told me that u can see a life n a future together? wad happened to all that? no doubt that everything has been brought forward.. but is that the reason to sway ur belief? the answers all lie with u..
if at any point in time u decide that u need a breather.. im here k.. n i hope u already noe tt... rite now.. u probably just need to sort out some of ur tots.. n maybe it's just ur preggy hormones actin up again..
dun strain urself too much.. =) we love u loads!
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